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1.

 어느 집의  속에 있는  공간을 떠올릴 때가 있다아무도 신경 쓰지 않고신경 쓸 필요도 없는  공간빛도 들지 않는 어두운 작은 공간에 공기가 있다수십 수백 년을갇혀있는 공기가 있다건축될 당시의 기후와 계절과 냄새를 간직한 공기가 거기 있다아무도 관심이 없겠지만 거기에 있다. 



900_얼룩, oil on canvas, 162x112cm, 2018.jpg

얼룩, oil on canvas, 162x112cm, 2018


2.
학교 수업을 마치고 차를 타러 가다가 봄기운에 홀려서 뒷산 오솔길에 접어들었다얇은 봄꽃들 사이로 나무  덩어리가 바닥에 떨어진  그림자가 길게 늘어져있다종이를 꺼내 나무를 그리다가 각도에 따라 달라 지는 나무의 모습에 새삼 놀란다나무 아래로 다가가서 위를 올려다보니 완전히 다른 모습의 나무가 있다무의 진정한 모습이란 것이 있을까우리가 특정 개인이 아니라 사람이나 인간이라는 말을 통해 떠올리는 그것 무엇일까보편적 인간이라는 말은 가능한가. 


900_검은 산, oil on linen, 116.5x80cm, 2019.jpg

검은 산, oil on linen, 116.5x80cm, 2019


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검은 산 2_oil on canvas, 145.5 x 112cm, 2019



3.
뇌과학에 따르면 언어는 뇌에서 일어나는 일의 10%정도 밖에 표현을 못한다고 한다언어의 해상도가 인식의 해상도보다 현저히 낮다는 것이다인식하거나 기억하지만 언어로 표현할  없는 것들을 우리는 그림으로 현한다. 


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만남,  oil on canvas, 130x162cm, 2019


4.
사람들이 내놓은 길을 따라 걸으면서  길을 오갔을 수많은 사람들과  사람들이 행했을 갖가지 일들이 올라 그만 아찔해진다유전자를 생각해보면나는 얼마나 오래된 것일까산은 도대체 얼마나 오래된 덩어리인나무도 풀도도대체 오래되지 않은 것이 없다.


1000_헤어짐, oil on canvas, 162x260.5cm, 2019.jpg

헤어짐 , oil on canvas, 162x260.5cm, 2019 


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봄 산, oil on canvas, 130 x 162cm, 2019


5.
세계는 온갖 형태와 색으로 가득하다그것들은 어둠의  속에 갇힌  고요하다나는 색과 형태의 내부로 들어간다말로 꺼내지 못하고 응어리진 내 속의 얼룩들이 깨어난다얼룩들이 어둠의 막을 뚫고 나오기 시작한다얼굴이 흘러내리고 풍경이 일렁거린다. 
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900_바위,oil on linen,116.5x80.5cm,2019.jpg

바위_oil on linen, 116.5 x 80cm, 2019



900_2.얼굴, oil on canvas, 65x53cm,2019.jpg
얼굴, oil on canvas,65x53cm,2018